Infatuation or love?

I don't even know why I'm doing this.

Maybe because this "thing" is still kinda fresh?

I want to remember what I felt this past few months. And I wanna get back into it again sometime.

I felt that I can be more honest and confident expressing it here. Creating a blog that no one cares, unless someone search for it lol.

I never expect that this will happen to me again. Thought that this kind of emotion will soon fade away...

I really tried my best to ignore this feelings that I'm not sure of.

The funny thing is, I even played lots of different games just to give some space, forget about it and move along...

Months passed by, and I am still wondering what is this all about...

There's something about this girl that makes me interested... 

I know guys she played games with or will meet in the future will surely admire her.

For me, her bewitching voice and awesome personality got me! lol.

Now, I feel like I've experienced this similar situation when I was working before...

We played a lot of games too, and got really close...

It is the girl that unfriended me, and our last conversation was "Merry Christmas" lol.

Well.. Wish that I can have a friend in real life that has same vibes like her that I can freely talk to, whenever, someday...

ggs lol.